I just returned from a lovely three days with girlfriends in Dallas. Three days of chatting, laughter, shopping and eating. Three days of only being responsible for myself. It was refreshing and great. I thought I’d come home all relaxed and energized. Instead, I found myself a big ball of crankiness all day.
Switching my mindset back to stay-at-home-mom kicked my behind. I was irritated by the overturned milk, the constant potty reminders (yes, we’ve embarked on that project again), the whining, the laundry, the dishes, the dried pasta on the floor, the marching band CD, the constant negotiation over so many seemingly trivial things (why is it so hard to just ride in the shopping cart?). I snapped and rushed and generally wasn’t the warmest person to my son today. At one point I handed him the iPhone (which can entertain him for a good long while) and closed my eyes. I needed a moment to breathe through the grouchiness.
Yet, the thing is, I spent half of the weekend talking about Turo, staying at home and how much I am loving it. I really do. But there was something about that lighter, solo time that was hard to let go of today.

